Setitik Kata Hati

mungkin banyak kata yang belum kuutarakan kepadamu
sebagaimananya sayangku padamu
sebagaimana dalamnya cintaku padamu
sebagaimananya makna ibu kepadaku
rasa haru terbalut dalam senjamu
rasa haru terbalut dalam pagiku

bukan aku tidak ikhlas 
namun hati ini merasa kehilangan
maaf bila aku menangis dalam sepiku
itu hanya ungkapan hati kata rinduku
kukuatkan hatiku sepertimu
sehingga aku pun dapat melangkah
menuju perjuangan tanpa henti

menanti senjaku di masa datang
sungguh dalam rasa ini terhadapmu
tak ada orang yang dapat menggantikanmu
cinta pertama dan terakhirku
ibu...

Memories

A lot memories came in my life. But some memories erased. These times, I love it so much. Tears drop and begin smile again. Doing same things, same world. Never get me bored of what I do because you are here beside me. Always keeping me full, full of joy and care. Here, I'm growing little by little with your loves. Thank you Mom.

My Expectations

I'm not going anywhere, I want to be near you everyday. I'm so sad I can't help you going through your day.  I cried a little while thinking of you, and I was feeling this is wrong. It isn't right. Then, I thought that I have to change myself. You are the sun, mom. I love sunny day, and I love you. Please, have me to finally change my life, so you couldn't thinking too much about me. Let's start a happy life together.. God will know about our wish and hear our pray. So, keep up be patience. And stay thankful for everything. Thank you my dear Mother.

Just Posting

I feel so many things in my own mind. Recently, I talk about anything that I shouldn’t had known before. I should do something about it. 

You know,  I can’t feel what you feel.  I don’t know any words in your mind. I’m not with you every second beside you. I just an ordinary person whom really love you so much. 

Sorry, I can’t tell you all of it. And, hopefully you are who you are. You are always care and you are the best. I'm strong now because of you, so I will always support you and keep you powerful to fight it.

Thank you Mom.